| ok... wow... everything took a turn for the worst and best....
im really actually speechless about all of this... but i'm leaving
and not sure when i'll be back, so call my cell if you need me, if
i dont answer, i'll call you right back 817 891 0577.... just when i
thought i was number 1 again... i find out im not even worth
the truth..
im leaving you with this song i think everyone
should know about.. hope everyone likes it..
--no words could explain
the things i feel right now--
r|y|a|n
Aviation
"YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING"
this goes out to someone that was once the most important person in my life. i didn't realize that at the time. i can't forgive myself for the way i treated you so don't really expect you too either. it's just... i don't even know. just listen.
you're the one that i want, the one that i need.
the one that i gotta have just to succeed.
when i first saw you, i knew it was real.
i'm sorry about the pain i made you feel.
that wasn't me, let me show you the way.
i look for the sun but it's rainy today.
i remember when i first time i look into your eyes,
it was like i was there, heaven in the sky.
i war with the skies because i didn't want to get hurt.
but i didn't know why it made everything worst.
you told me we were crazy in love,
but you didn't care when push came to shove.
if you love me as much as you said you did,
then you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't s**t.
now you push me away like you never even knew me,
i love you with my heart, really and truely.
i guess you forgot the time that we shared,
when i would run my fingures through your hair.
late nights, just holding you in my arms,
i don't know how i can do you so wrong.
i really want to show you, i really need to hold you.
i really want to know you like no one else could know you.
you're number one, always in my heart.
and know i can't believe our love is torn apart.
**chorus**
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna hold you,
i wanna kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna hold you,
i wanna kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
i knew you was gonna sit and play this with your new man,
and sit and and laughing as you are holding his hands.
the thought of that just shatters my heart,
it breaks in my soul, and it tears me apart.
a time i was off, i was scared to show you,
now i wanna hold you until i can't hold you.
without you, everything seems strange.
your name is forever planted in my brain.
dammit i've been sin, take away the pains,
take away the hurt baby we can make it work.
what about when you look into my eyes,
told me you loved me as you would hug me.
i guess everything you said was a lie.
i think about it, it bring tears to my eyes.
now i'm not even a thought in your mind,
i can see clearly my love is not blind.
**chorus**
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna hold you,
i wanna kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna hold you,
i wanna kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
i just wish everything can turn out different. i had a special feeling about you. i thought maybe you did too. and you'd understand, but no matter what, you'll always be in my heart and you'll always be my baby.
our first day, it seems so magical.
i remember all the times that i had with you.
remember when you first day you came to my house,
you looked like an angel wearing that blouse.
we hit it off, i knew it was real,
but now i can take all the pains that i feel.
reach in your heart, i know i am still there,
i don't wanna hear that you no longer care.
remember the times, remember when we kissed,
i didn't think you would ever do me like this.
i didn't think you'd wanna see me depress,
i thought you'd be there for me, this i confess.
you said you was my best friend, was that a lie?
now i'm nothing to you, you're with another guy.
i try, i try, i try and i'm trying.
now on the inside, it feels like i'm dying.
**chorus**
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna hold you,
i wanna kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
i need you and i miss you and i want you
and i love you cause i wanna hold you,
i wanna kiss you, you are my everything and i really miss you.
and i do miss you, i just thought we were meant to be. i guess now we'll never know. the only thing i want is for you to be happy wether it be with me or without me. i just want you to be happy. |
